love,not marriage

i just plummeted a lot,

on this one abstract message,

i had for myself.


this was like a self-talk,

but usually self talks are the helpful talks,

one can have with oneself.


Theory was very acritical.

Must i, must i not marry ef et al?

there are lonely times,but..

atleast there is hope,

that when the solitude will strike,

i might re-think.

my decisions.once

of leaving it all as this.

and this only.

may be..


i do not know.

“कर्मणये वाधिकारस्ते मां फलेषु कदाचन । मां कर्मफलहेतुर्भू: मांते संङगोस्त्वकर्मणि” ।।

who cares?

when there is something to look forward.

firmness in the steps.

and that if Krisna said,

kill it.


You kill it.

whaTEVER that is.


Beat it.

Leave it.


Keep this going,

this turf.




let us quietly sit,reflect

there have been times,

we have faced together.

i have seen you,in mind tatters.

that keeps me just watching out for you.

this is not love.

this is us, our bond.


our dream,we share in abstract.


At our work.


and i’ll see to it,

you thrive.


your good heart,

actually reaches that point.


what i know exists.