love,not marriage

i just plummeted a lot,

on this one abstract message,

i had for myself.

 

this was like a self-talk,

but usually self talks are the helpful talks,

one can have with oneself.

 

Theory was very acritical.

Must i, must i not marry ef et al?

there are lonely times,but..

atleast there is hope,

that when the solitude will strike,

i might re-think.

my decisions.once

of leaving it all as this.

and this only.

may be..

 

i do not know.