A day shall come,and you shall escort me to a very different world.
Just our world.Intense and Personal.
Romantically , closed and very impersonal ..
Carry me off my feet,you will one fine day.
I live that day,repeatedly in my mind and you.
When I look at you,in my mind.
Something eats into me,
I just can’t put a finger on it, as yet what that is.
Then,a point comes fog lifts and I can still see.
This actually makes me think,
what do i see and why is that-what only i see.
Can’t there be some method to the madness,
Can’t there be some sanity to this inane all?
Many a times, I have felt annoyed and beaten by myself.
And there have been times,I still have none but self for myself.
What will happen,
When it shall happen?
What would be my loss,
my gains? And whys would too stroll in.
What would i do with myself?
But,I then look forward to myself,too..
My home coming, My Wait and just how I feel it this way..
there are times,i lose my ways.
i get mislead.
i go haywire.
you hold my hand,
and i come back.
एक धुंधलाते हुए क्षितिज की ओर मैं बहुत तेज़ी से खुद को जाते हुए देख रही हूँ,
शायद न लौटूँ अब,
थक रही हूँ मैं।
शब्दों से, भीड़ से , बाज़ार से
लोगो से ,खुद से
कुछ बच रही हूँ मैं।
क्या बचपन है,
किस से डर रहीं हूँ मैं ?
शायद, विडम्बना यही है,
बेझिझक चल रही हूँ मैं ,
किसी बहुत ऊंचाई से अब गिर रही हूँ मैं ,
बेझिझक चल रही हूँ मैं।
But…I am breaking too..
Matter of time now.
Will shatter in pieces and re-invent the edges.
Who knows this better than i?
let me break now.
Let me just let go..
Something that is held up in me
Now? A gap prevails.
And still I snapped.
The lovely ways of love,
all the way,they just splash joy,
manner…what to say?
And why would that be?
I would only be myself if not in too much of you.
Sweet heart-“My Individuality”!