I am looking forward to ‘our’ weekend
Casual and more thoughtfully planned:
“Yes” I have lost my brains.
I trust you because now I feel,
companionship,is all about ‘caring.’
I want to have us just to each other
dot at ‘seven.’
First, we don’t do anything
just sit with each other.
“Let me sleep, if I fell so” but
Just keep me in your hold.
Sounds very erratic, but we both know,
we are going to be ‘married’ to our respective solitudes,
if either of us , let each other go.
This makes both of us inseparable,
The ‘fear’ of losing each other,
after ‘finding’ back each other,
I don’t want anything to come in-between,
not even my fears.
I want savor your salt & peppery hair,
your charming smile,
before I ‘die’
in your arms.
finish the things;
your ‘Red taped’ files.
You asked me today, ” How am I going to stay how I am in your life, when
books are your life ( Code for wife*)?”
No clue, but shut those files, this Saturday for you too are ‘someone’s’ life.
I am not buying your excuses,
things can wait, my sleep that day can’t,
the one I have thought of ‘ in your arms.’