Certain things have a tendency to kill.

And I believe things could be any. This might have something to do with the sensitivity level too. So, I think , very much it looks like after coming so a great distance, there are times, I plan to simply start walking backwards, on the foot traces, same and exact matching as to where I had started the trail from very beginning undoing the whole journey.

Well, I believe that is as well fine and not so too bad in taste if a person requires to stick to some sort of acceptance. Lets’ talk it from the very beginning of the day. I think, if I ever wanted an issue to be attended, damn I needed it. But then , not all the times , you find the people pretty available to go your way. This, I mean , trained perception doesn’t come that easy, and not to everyone. Literally, a way out has to be accorded, mediation has to be found out but how?

Damn, this is the question which I am after  and think , that is exactly where the whole conversation shall halter. Writers might have this sensitivity chord and I am sure , that must be behind their elemental inspiration. Or the very frontal , in face approximation they look forward to track down , they find a mediation too. It fascinates and oh Heavens! at this point I am remembering V.S. Naipaul’s legendary temper today. Writing has exactly that charm of transcending the elemental facts even when they are going completely wrong molded back to some positive light.

भावुकता संगृहीत है , परिचय के  ठौर मोड़ पर

राह नवेली लिए चले भाव तारण की परिधि विधा पर  मुखरित होनें  को आतुर
संतुलन बना रहे , वातायन खुला रहे , गति शीलता अपने संकुचित , पथ परिक्रमण पर भ्रमणशील रहे , चिंतन संकुचित नहीं , संकलन प्रतिबिंबित है  , सुखद तथा तथ्य संरक्षण हेतु , एक सूचना का अतिक्रमण मगर सुखद नहीं , केवल  एक संवाद समीक्षा है, शायद कोई गहन प्रतीक्षा है।

Bas deewangi , deewangi , deewangi hai….To a Wonderful Team! With all my love!


Busy and Buzzing. Testing times.

I ,myself lost it today SEPC and Mrins, Oh God , Sumita Jetley is terrible. I myself can’t handle myself at times but then, I know if I am wrong , left, right or absolutely wrong, I am never right, this is confidential though.
So, cheer up , all you , we are almost touching that high that top notch people feel, and you will agree. Infact, my home is already buzzing with great vibes and am prepared for a celebratory drink , of course you know which one. So, the question annd answer is , ” We’ll walk and make it”.
I have funny instances to tell you people everyday to keep you all going but I too request us all to as well deliver our best, whatever it takes.And we are all doing it already but give me this pleasure to talk, I have a future if I keep practicing my abilities on you all. Would lay down the life for you all but stay on this high that we are on a great journey together. And, infact, I am proud to see the genius of Anil ji, great abilities of Anoop, God ….and Sushma , I mean those military people and you all there in front of them ! And I love how Vikash, Muzammil , Nafees chipped in for sorting out SEPC  today.
Infact, I am getting my regular dosage of thrills just in my mind, how beautiful a plot to develop a routine in life, so amazing, so productive, so military like. Raise a toast in my honor , what a great thinking , this mine thinking.  I was on way home , thinking Jai Ho and reached home completely blank, ready for tomorrow . But, I want apologize openly to Mrinal, Vikash when I crisply roasted my words with fervor of chilling , hot peppers when these guys tested my patience with SEPC.
But, all well in life, I was back to senses next minute and am back to a musical evening already,and there are hopes in front of me , sitting with me. This is the beginning, we are on way, and we’ll walk it together.
And I am glad you accept me as your part.And I admire, the way many of us are keeping track of all other Projects.
P.S. Is it dramatic to read all this? If yes, I am glad. If not, anyway you’ll see me tomorrow morning , Inshallah!

कितनी भीषण सक्रिय सजग मैं रह कर करती हूँ समीक्षा ( But Sumita Jetley, rush you are to leave now.)

कितनी भीषण सक्रिय सजग मैं रह कर करती हूँ समीक्षा ,
हे पथगामी! ,  तुम ,मैं हमारी  प्रतीक्षा!
And these are words,
which are actually precious.

Precious and precise,
Sequence of thoughts are always like that.

Sequentially, salient.

Before , she kills you all, am taking her home. This girl………Lets’ go.

तुझे देखता हूँ मैं जिस तरह , किसी और दूसरे को दिखाता कैसे ? Wow, if I can still be not drunk on this..may be..

तेरे खुशबू में भरे खत गंगा में बहाता कैसे?

मैं तेरी याद को ही सिर्फ सीने से लगाता कैसे?
कई बार बैठ कर के मैंने सोचा है ,
तुझे देखता हूँ मैं  जिस तरह ,
किसी और दूसरे को दिखाता कैसे ?
Lovers see what people don’t.
It is always fascinating to see the things unfolding when the vision and the outlook changes. This process is very slow but at the point very in-depth oriented. Needs a lot of space, pauses and maximum of calm.
Naturally, almost like someway you put a clay on the vessel, wait back for it to bake , mature and then suddenly the life seeps in, bringing the elements of it to expression.
Anyways, Sumita Jetley, come on , lets’ work till 6:00, Promise you a Ghulam Ali nite, later this evening.